salam.....hye everyone???how r u???great????Alhamdulillah.....ermmmm.....last tuesday i went to an interview at medan mara....what a very great experience i have.......really thankful to Allah who had made the interview ran smoothly.....
that day actually began when i woke up at 5.50am.....sakit perut dlm mimpi smpi tersedar.....the first thing that came out from my mind was...."jangan kate 'my bestfen' dtg arini"......g toilet uwaaaa....jelas lg nyata mmg my bestfren came.....mandi2 siap2.....lumur minyak panas segantang dkt perut, tapak kaki, betis segale bagai....with the hope that they will keep warm.....n mimpi ngeri x menjegah.....bestfren=period=period pain=senggugut=mimpi ngeri....seriously mmg kalo period je mmg x sah kalo senggugut x join sekaki........
lepas da siap semue, ak kuar rumah pkul 7.30 gerak g station sentul timur naek star....smpi station bandaraya, jalan kaki smpi medan mara....otw nk g medan mara i saw that all people jln ke dlm...means kat pedestrian tu menghampir k pokok2....i wonder la why.....pastu x yah tanye ak da dpt jawapan.....huhu...tu pon ble ade kete laju n redah je lecak n lecak tu percik kene kain ak....hoho.....sabo je la....ak pon trus la rapat2 k pokok.....n dinding too....cermin kat pertama.....sampai la akhirnya ak kat medan mara....sampai2 sane punyelah meriah dgn org ramai....rupe2nyer ade ekspo from student giat mara....tunjuk skills dorg...since still pg dorg punyer booth br nak bukak...kire tgh siap2 la nk bukak booth....n ade la beberape org yg macam ak tgh tggu kat situ...bezanya ak dgn dorg, dorg ade mak ayah teman....ak datang sorg je....
interview ak start pkul 9....tp turn ak dlm pkul 10....tyme masuk je jantung ak bedegup punyelah kencang....sampai x cukup nafas....belum sempat ak nk kumpul nafas n stablekan blk jantung ak, org tu da suruh ak 'tell me about urself'....ak br sebut name....tp ak rase sgt ak semput....mmg sgt semput sampai ak terpakse benti jap pas tu amek nafas...adoi....saba je.....setelah d soal segale macam jenis soklan.....n ak pon da hilang segale takut....sampai ak ckp pon tgn ak naek....same naek dgn semangat ak(chewah) maka sesi interview ak pon berakhir.....sebelum ak kuar panel tu ckp kat ak, "u r still single right???r u ready to go to kpm sabah????hehe...sengih je ak sambil cakap "im ready, Insya Allah...." ye sgt la ak ready....sanggup k ak nak tinggalkan mph, popular, minerva, kinokuniya???heheh.....just wait n see yer.....x tau la camne dgn result.....from my side, ak rase ak dah beri the best of me....if still, that did not impress them and dorg rase ak blum sampai tahap yg dorg nak.....ak redha je....ak rase puas sbb ak da buat yg ak rasekan terbaik.....huhu....
ble ak kuar, of course ak sengih lebar....bukan sebab ak rase ak bagus n ak da berjaye buat dorg rase nak hire ak, ak sengih lebar sbb ak happy it's over!!!!hoho.....abes da interview....hehe....it's time for shopping!!!!yay!!!!sogo!!!!here i come.....tu pasal ak sengih lebar...ekeke...ntah pape ntah....tp seriously, ble sogo da dpn mate.....beg kasut sume depan mate.....baju comel dgn harga runtuh la konon ade depan mate, satu habuk pon ak x beli.....nafsu beli ak da hilang!!!!!uwaaaaa......sungguh, ak x shopping pon....ble ak da busan pusing2 ak turun bawah dkt supermarket....ak borong coklat n beli roti byk2 utk adik2 ak......pastu ak g makan kt kyros kebab...n i realise that wehh.....busan gle g sogo sensorang....lonely gle makan sensorang....sampai ak x lalu n x abes makan....bungkus balik kebab n kua sogo.....jumpe kawan ak yg interview pkul 2, cite ape yg patut....pastu die g mara....ak g minerva......semamgat nak memborong kembali semule....teruje gle nampak novel n buku2 kat rak.....tyme tu ak rase kedai buku tu ak yg punyer....hahaha....pe lagi, rembat buku mane yg patut...pastu teruje nak blk umah cepat sbb x saba nak bace novel...ceh....asal tyme tegok kasut td x teruje????....asal nmpak novel je adrenalin ak memuncak???sabo je....
ermmmm....tu la kot pengalaman ak g interview....tips tu xde la...cume bg ak, soklan yg wajib d tanye tyme interview macam "tell me about urself"...." why we should hire u"....."what the x factor that make u different"..."ur strengths" tu patutnya mmg da jd mainan bibir....kalo org tanye patut directly boleh jwb dgn ayat yg teratur tanpe gagap or perlu d fikir terlebih dahulu....coz soklan tu mmg common....sbb kite kne minimizekan kesalahan utk soklan yg kite x pnh jangke or pikir.....macam yg ak kne aritu..."what do u think about ESQ program???"..."should that program become compulsory???"....tyme tu mmg ak jwb tunggang langgang je...redah je grammar....hoho....yg penting jawab mesti confident.....jgn tunjuk yg kite takut kat dorg.....never ever show kelemahan kite.....
last thing yg ak nk share, after kite dah bersedia...dah buat preparation yg terbaik kononnye....jangan sesekali lupe yg kita ada Allah yg mengusai segala-galanya....jangan lupe yg kita hamba yg lemah tiada daya....hanya Allah yg maha kuasa....setiap ape yg berlaku adelah atas kehendaknya....perkare yg menghalangi kita untuk menguji kita....melihat dan menilai tahap kesabaran kita....bukan untuk menyusahkan kita atau melemahkan kita....tapi menjadikan kita lebih kuat dan lebih tabah.....macam ak....mmg mlm sebelum interview ak tdo agak lambat....stadi kononnya....tulis notes ape yg patut...sebelum tdo ak rase preparation ak utk interview tu da ok...cukup....tp ble bangun tdo n ak period....macam2 terbayang....ak rase macam ni petande awal yg ak xkan dpt job tu....xkan dpt wat interview dgn baik coz ak senggugut......tp last2 ak sedar.....betapa waktu tu ak sgt lemah.....betapa waktu tu ak berfikir yg ini antare ak dgn Tuhan.....pengharapan n penggantungan yg sgt tggi ak sandarkan pd Allah....bahwa sesudah kami berusaha....pada Allah jualah kami berserah dr....pd Allah jua kami bertawakkal......n Alhamdulillah....mmg perut ak x sakit langsung....x rase yg ak br hari first period.....sbb tu ak buleh pusing2 sogo.....mood ak sgt ok....x mcm pengalaman period yg sebelum2 ni....kalo x mmg ak akan dok atas katil....x buat ape2 sepanjang hari....even ak x makan....berbungkus dlm selimut......x bukak kipas....tp x berpeluh.....walau kat lua panas terik....
hmmpppp.....banyak sgt da kut ak melalut....sblm lupe nak congrats to all students yg dpt good result utk pmr.....semoge dgn kejayaan adik2 semue mendekatkan lagi dr kita pd Allah....sbb x gune kejayaan kalau kt jauh dr Allah....we r nothing kalau agama kita campak ke tepi.....utk adik2 yg kurang berjaya......kegagalan hari bukan penamat kpd kehidupan.....hidup adik2 semua masih banyak yg perlu dtempuh.....semoga kegagalan ini menjadi pencetus kpd kejayaan akan dtg....akhir kalam....nak ucap congrats kat my dear sister yg dpt 5a utk pmr......usaha lg...jgn putus asa........salam.....
