salam....
pernah k anda rase yg anda mcm give up dgn ape yg anda ade skrg???pernah rase nk g somewhere yg nobody knows u n u want to start anew???pernah rase nk lari dr ape yg anda buat n seolahnye mcm anda x pernah buat???pernah rase mcm anda dah x larat dgn ape yg anda wat skrg anda terase mcm nk wat mende laen???pernah rase down yg x tau nk ckp tahap ape n rase mcm nk tdo n ble sedar je bende yg selame ni menghantui anda dah settle so anda xyah pening2 kpale pk camne nk selesaikan problem tu or ape yg sebenarnye yg kusutkan kpale otak tu rupenyer2 hanye mimpi ngeri???
ohhhh...most of the time that is what i feel....jd minah yg jiwenye sokmo kacau adelah mende yg sgtlah x best....seriously, pernah je rase nk lari dr kl ni nok g jauhhhhhh so buleh start hidup baru.....penah je berangan jd genius so that i can apply further masters kt uk.....slalu je mimpi dpt peluang g melancong seluruh dunie so otak ni xyah susah2 pk masalah yg xtau ble nak selesai.......tp reality yg ak kne hadapi skrg adelah melalui hidup ak skrg...lari dr masalah hanye akan tambahkan masalah, bukan selesaikan masalah....
y oh y????x bersyukur k saye dgn nikmat yg Allah pade saye????knape sy slaloo sgt rase jiwe kacau even kadang masalah tu bkn besa sgt pon....slaloo sgt rase lemah n down ble ade bende berat kaco kpale.....kalah PM yg kne handle masalah negare....aduyai....rase mcm nk kne masuk kelas psychology plaks....nk handle prob kecik pon ak x mampu....i really failed emotional management....im so hopeless n helpless....ishhhhh....
tpkan Allah kate...hanye dgn mengingati Allah hati akan menjadi tenteram....nampak sgt, kan????huhu....sudah terang lg bersuluh.....we pray hard for the best....that 'best' may not necessarily inline with our definition of best...kite rase keje bagus gaji besar are the best 4 us.....think again....it may be not......kalo dgn keje bagus gaji besar tu menjarakkan kt dgn Allah, it's not best....it's worse.....tp ak as hamba slaloo nk ak punyer definition of best tu yg ak nak Allah makbulkan......ishk....Allah kate lg.....boleh jd ape yg kamu sukai itu adelah x baik utk kamu....boleh jd jugak, ape yg kamu benci tu baik utk kamu....Allah tahu tp kamu x tau....pengajaran utk ak adelah, jgn pernah bersangka buruk dgn Allah.....coz setiap yg berlaku tu pasti ade hikmahnya.....jgn pernah berputus harap dgn Allah.....we will always pray hard 4 da best....Insya Allah, Allah will show us da way.......lebih manis kalau Allah tunjukkan jalan k syurga....our job as His servant, laksanakan ape yg Dia amanahkan.......
dagangan sebahagian dr hambaNya telah pon Dia bayar dgn Syurga....ayuh, kt sama2 laksanakan perniagaan yg Allah dah janji akan bayar dgn syurga......INGAT!!!!jgn sampai rugi!!!!
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